Sharing my story...
I am not very good at sharing my emotions with others, not to mention the fact that I am not really an emotional personal in general. I have this amazing capability of not being able to cry when I am in front of someone or to truly express what I would like to. But every once in a great while, in those personal and quite moments, when I am by myself, those flood gates seem to open. This week has been one of the more challenging weeks in my life and emotionally I needed some sort of outlet that I could express the way I felt. I started a new blog enititled "My Road to Motherhood", in hopes that it could be a place where I could do just that…“let it all out”.
Although my situation is very personal and detailed, if you have ever asked me about it you probably have found that I have no problem sharing my story. I have set this blog up (at least for the time being) as private and by invitation only. I have done this simply because I know not everyone is comfortable with this type of subject, but not because I mind sharing it with any and all that are interested.
My road to becoming a mother has become challenging and that road seems to have narrowed even more this week. The good news is that I am very “special”, the bad news is that it is not the way I would like to be “special”! If you are interested in learning of my road to motherhood and the personal struggles that I have faced, am facing, and will face, then please send me an email or comment on this post and I will certainly send you an invite. I have included the link below and I have also added it to my other blogs list at the bottom right corner.
Sushi with Cynthia
This weekend my cousin Cynthia came to visit me from Kansas City. We haven't seen each other in about a year so we were pretty excited! Growing up, she was like the sister I never had (we are only 3 months apart). And yes, on her summer visits to New Mexico, we frequently fought like sisters as well! But as we have both become older, we have grown very close.
One of our favorite traditions or activities that we like to do together is make sushi, it is also one of Dave's favorite things because he get to partake in all the goodness! Cynthia is an expert sushi maker! She has tried to teach me on many occasions and I just don't seem to get it! So usually she does the rolling and I do the cutting (when I roll them they look quit pitiful!). We made two different kinds this time, California rolls and Philadelphia rolls! We thought you might enjoy the recipe, so here it is:
Norimaki (Seaweed Rolls) Ingredients
White Short-grain Sticky Rice (Botan is the best brand)
Onion Salt
Rice Wine Vinegar (very important, since "sushi" means vinegared rice)
Nori Sheets (Seaweed)
-for California Rolls
Crab (or imitation) Meat
Avocado Slices
Cucumber Slivers
-for Philadelphia Rolls
Salmon
Cream Cheese
Cucumber Slivers
I also like to add carrot slivers for color and crunch, and you can pretty much put in whatever you want!
To prepare, start by washing your rice. Fill the pan with water, swish it around with your hand, and then drain away all of the excess starch (this makes it sticky rice!) The ratio of water to add is just a little less than twice as much water to rice (ex. if I were cooking two cups of dry rice, I would add 3 and 3/4 cup water). Put the lid on and cook on high until the just before the water boils over, turn the heat down to medium for about 10 more minutes, and then turn the heat off, but don't remove the lid until it is finished cooking. Season the rice with vinegar and onion salt to taste (I sometimes add some toasted sesame oil as well). Place a sheet of seaweed shiny-side down on the bamboo roller and spread a two-grain layer of rice. Leave about a half-centimeter of just seaweed at the top. About an inch from the bottom, put a thin horizontal layer of whatever fillings you want (crab, cucumber, etc...) Roll it with the bamboo mat from the side closest to the fillings, and farthest from the end with no rice. Slice with a sharp knife, and wipe the knife frequently with a wet paper towel (wet with water and vegetable oil). Be prepared to wash your hands a LOT! Serve with soy sauce (Kikkoman is the best brand, but La Choy is gluten-free). For the adventurous, try adding small amounts of Japanese pickled ginger and Wasabi (very VERY hot, green horseradish).
To top off our Asian themed evening we ended the night by watching Kung Fu Panda! It was a very fun evening and it has been wonderful to have her in our home! She is our first over night guest in our new home. Thanks Cynth, for the excellent recipe and for the enjoyable visit. Read more...
At last...
It has finally arrived! The official launching of Kara's design blog. I know many of you have been asking for this for months now, and well, I finally got the courage to start it. It will have many features (all of which I describe in the first post) that I hope will help inspire you. So here is your chance to ask me all the design questions in the world, free of charge :). Please check it out...
http://musebykara.blogspot.com/
Calla Lillies From Dave
The best part about flowers from Dave is photographing them so that I can enjoy their beauty each and every day... not just for a week! It's my way of capturing them for a lifetime...
A Trip to Dallas
Last weekend Dave and I made a trip down to Dallas with some friends of our that we go to church with. Dallas is only about 4.5 hours from were we live. We have been planning the trip for quit some time, but a few days before hand I came down with a terriable cold. I felt pretty miserable the whole trip but I survived (thanks to lots of cold medicine)!
The main purpose of the trip was to watch our prized BYU play TCU. The game was a complete disappointment to say the least! Our number 9 ranked BYU was virtually crushed by 25th ranked TCU. We ended up leaving the game with 7 minutes left in the 4th quarter because we couldn't bear watching it anymore. One of our friends even made the statement that he was getting sick to his stomach watch the disaster. The next day I received a call from my Dad who informed me that I wasn't allowed to watch BYU play live anymore!
Day 2 was spent by going to the Fort Worth Zoo, and of course, all little bit of shopping. We really enjoyed the zoo, it is definitely one of the better zoo's I have been to. Day 3 was a trip to Six Flags. We were both very excited about this particular part of the vacation! We arrived shortly after the park opened and stayed till close. With the 12 hours we were at the park, we only got on 7 rides. So what were we doing the rest of the time? Well, waiting in line! We thought that by going in the middle of October the lines wouldn't be so bad- but we were wrong. We asked one of the park attendance if it is normally this bad and she informed us that she had never seen it that busy. Each ride took an average of about 2 hours to get through the line.
To say the least it was nice to go on vacation, but everything pretty much turned out to be a complete disappointment. Hopefully we will have better luck next time.



